This is just a little post to share that yesterday marked ten years since I last used any medication for my skin and began my journey through withdrawal.
For a long time, I imagined that on this milestone anniversary, I’d be celebrating in some exotic location, sipping champagne … but I’m too busy right now for that - and, in a way, I suppose that’s something to really celebrate. I’m living my life after a hellish drug withdrawal which ended up giving me back my life.
Before withdrawal, I’d never have believed that I would be considered an activist of a cause – but here’s the thing, this process gave me passion unlike anything I’ve ever felt in my life. This iatrogenic condition has such a big place in my heart, and so I’m afraid you’re stuck with me until they blooming well acknowledge what we have all been through is real and NOT ECZEMA.
To the beautiful people in this community who have allowed me to share their experiences either on my blog or Instagram account – thank you so much. To the people who have messaged me and shared their experiences – honestly, it’s been an absolute honour, and I have been inspired by your courage and I’m in awe of your strength as you navigate this hellish process whilst holding down jobs, being parents or carers … or simply trying to get through the day. It’s mind blowing. It might not feel like it, but what you’re doing every single day is an act of bravery and you should be so proud of yourselves.
It’s weird to feel grateful for something that nearly broke me mentally and physically, but I’d like to end by thanking the bastard that is our iatrogenic condition. Because of you, you senseless monster, I have made friends for life, been given skin I never knew was possible for me, and learned so much about myself and my body. It has also made me stronger, too, so yeah – I can say with certainty that I’m glad I went through it, and if someone gave me the option, I’d go through it all again if it led me here … but I’d prefer not to go through it again – just for the record.
As I enter my eleventh year, I am sending all my love and healing to you, dearest skin friends. May this be a year filled with skin freedom and joy.
Cara x